Pushed by the dark side within you
Its not only positive influences defining creativity. Sometimes there are certain aesthetics in negative dynamics as well. The hobby is often about machines of war and killing. Nevertheless they can be very beautiful in design and "language of forms". Nick´s Music is often about the unfathomable depths of human nature and human relations. A nice background sound while working on killing machines. Sounds weird? It is weird. But pretty cool most of the times.